In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.

I don't particularly like Jason Derulo, but that song has been stuck in my head for the longest time, and I actually kind of like it. :P

Well I don't think I have much to talk about. So, I'm prolly just gonna blab on about random stuff. Oh and exams are done for me! So I'm officially halfway done grade12. ^^

So, have you ever wanted to tell someone or talk about something, but felt like you couldn't? Like you felt like the person you wanted to say something to had too much of their own stuff going on that you couldn't talk to them about it. Or that they were so happy and you shouldn't be doing talking to them about stuff that will upset them. Or you just feel like it's your own problem and you should be able to deal with it on your own.

Well I feel like that all the time. It kind of leads me to neglect myself quite often, I think I've gotten better at expressing myself. Idk, where I was even going wth this. :P
But yeah, I guess I just wanted to point out that this was one of my major character flaws. Which I think is good if your major character flaw is putting others before yourself. :P

That is all I have to say for now I supposee.

So, my weightloss is going pretty good I think. It was really good the first week, then with the business and stress of exams it wasn't as good, but exams are over in a few days, and I will be back on track for then.

But I'm so excited for the end of exam, I get to hang out with my friends! :)
And possibly go look at dresses for prom, not buy or anything, but yeahh.
That's pretty much all I have to say for now I guess. I really should be studying for my exams, since they're tomorrow and I'm really not ready at all. (n)

So back to studying for me, a longer blog can prolly be expected for sometime after exams.

2010

Okay, so I'm not really big on new year's resolutions, just cause, what's so special about new year's, why can't you do it during the year?
But this year, I've decided I'm going to be healthier. I certainly want to lose weight, but the main part is adapting to a healthier lifestyle. This means eating better and exercising more often. I've been wanting to do this for a while, but now I'm going to fully commit to it. I'm going to start waking up an hour earlier to exercise because I like to exercise in private. And the morning is a good time, it works for me. Also, I'm trying to cut junk food out of my diet and replace it with more fruits and vegetables. And other food substitutes that are better for you. I'm replacing all drinks with either water, orange juice, or if i have to diet soda.
I think part of what is motivating me as well is that Alan Lastufka has made the goal of losing weight this year and is going to be talking about it in his blog. He's also been brave enough to post his weight on the internet, which I know personally, I'm just not comfortable enough to do.
Also, prom's in May. And I want a dress, that will actually look decent on me. So that is part of my motivation as well.
But my biggest motivation is that I just want to be healthy.

I'm not alone.

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

I love my best friends so much.
Thanks for never leaving my side.
I look forward to another year with you guys.