Sometimes I wish I could just tell everyone the truth about what's going on, but I'm not nearly strong enough to do that. I can't deal with the consequences of that. Sometimes I think it would make things easier, I wouldn't feel like I'm hiding something from my friends, but they don't need to know. I'm pretty sure they don't want to know. There are very few people that know and there's no way I can tell anybody else. I love them and they're great, but I don't think they're ready to hear it, or atleast I'm not ready to tell them.
I don't know what the point of writing this post was. I just needed to say it somewhere I guess.
And expect a longer post sometime soon. I hope. I'd really like to write a blog sometime soon.
--Rishem
